Invited
In an interesting turn of events, I found my workday not entirely filled with misery as I cashiered at my job. Over the last couple of posts I stated how I really have been feeling alone and need of a friend. As if by miracle, I got invited to a party that would take place tonight–just a few hours from now. The girl that invited me gave me her number and told me to text her when she got home for the details.
Now, it’s been quite some time since we exchanged information and I am still awaiting her reply to my messages. I know when the party is but know not where– and she is the only person I know that is going to be there, so I can’t ask anyone else. I bought a new outfit especially for the occation in hopes to make a good impression and possibly make a few friends. Oh, and also to maybe easy some self anxiety. New clothes = one less thing to worry about. Did I mention I have never been to a party before where I knew no one? The only parties I have attended were just a small group of friends who essentially had a blast doign a random assortment of strange things– playing frisbee in the rain, dodge-frisbee, basicly everything-frisbee (until it broke anyway).
Back on topic, I am still awaiting her texts now. I spent half of what little money I do have right now on a gamble that I might make a friend or too at a party it seems I wont even make it too. This is one of those rare moments where I am sitting here in my computer chair thinking ‘FML’.
